Lol, well, about time I decided to update my journal. (It's only been a year after all)

Looks like desperate measures have been called for an I will be moving back in with family come January. Discovered I can graduate in 5 years instead of 7 and I think living at home a little longer is a fair price for something so good.

In the positive end, I'll be able to spew more crap than ever before out to deviant art for the rest of you to suffer even more. lol

Current events, no longer a cart pusher and am a cashier. Big improvement, trust me...in other news, I am right now in a deep mental process of evaluation and, to be brutally honest, it's leaving me sick with myself. So if you ask me how I'm doing and you get some wry comment like "I'm not dead or on fire" that is Nicholas Translated out to "I'm doing generally well". No worries.

And hey, if anyone wants to talk I'm usually only an IM away. ^_^ Thanks to all my friends here on DA and thanks to DA itself

Good luck everyone, and good day.

~Xev, out.





So how about myself?
ARE YOU?

1. Perfect? Absolutely not. Improvement is a challenge I enjoy overcoming.
2. Tall? 6' 2", yup, still am.

3. In your pajamas? Gawd, how long has it been since I've worn PJ's?

4. Left handed? I'm neither, I'm ambidextrous

LAST:
1. Friend you saw : Tom

2. Talked to on the phone : Mother

3. Person to text you: My Friend and co RPG Designer Adrian

4. Was today better than yesterday?
Ah....good question guys, how much more can the ship take, Spock?

FAVORITES:
1. Number: 072
2. Color(s): teal, emerald green
3. Fruit: Myself, according to a few people
4. Place: College and the Dragons Den right now

EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? I never do
2. Are you happy? Now there's a good question.
3. Are you sad? An even better question!
4. Are you bored? School work forbids such a thing!
6. Are you nervous?
8. Are you tired? The one thing I'm glad to not be. *sigh of relief*

ABOUT YOU:
1. Real name? Nicholas

2. Nick names? Xev, Spaz, Xevelous,

3. Eye color? Dirty blue, and they change to silver when I get an adrenaline rush.

4. Zodiac sign? Gemini

5. Male or female? Male

6. Slut? Let's look at the tallies, shall we?
Girlfriends:0, Kisses:0, Woo-Hoo:0 Sum it up for ya?

7. Smart? Kinda, sorta, maybe, possibly, perhaps, in a way. I'd like to think so.

8. Hair color? Head: Blondish Brown Beard: Bright Red

9. Long or short? Depends on the time of year and how attentive I am of it. I like to think of my hair as that lawn you keep putting off cutting until the last minute.

10. Sweats or Jeans? Big heavy clothing, keeps me warm and fuzzy

11. Phone or Camera? What do you mean the airline lost my camera!?

12. Drink or Smoke? Smoking is an absolute no. Drinking however is not ruled out completely.

14. Righty or lefty? As previously described.

---2nd part---
FIRSTS:
1. First best friend? I remember now, Michel Clark

2. first crush? ...F***...I'm not thinking about this. High School is behind me.

3. First pet? Brandie, a blonde cockerspaniel

4. First big vacation? A trip to Hawaii, most awesome ^_^

CURRENTLY:

1. Eating? Lol, eating, funny that you mention that to a college student.
2. Drinking? Applejuice.
3. I'm about to: Have an emotional breakdown, nothing big or unusual.
4. Listening to? quiet, thank god...
5. Plans for today: get homework done

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
1. Shorter or taller? I like my cute ladies.
2. Romantic or spontaneous? To be frank, I've given up on looking so I really can't remember my preference.
3. Sensitive or loud? Meh...dunno
4. Hook-up or relationship? Both have failed miserably.


HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Drank bubbles? ...yes, stupid child I was
2. Lost glasses/contacts? none 20/13 vision
3. Ran away from home? Do you count moving into an apartment for 8 months?
4. Broken someone's heart? Probably, and amends are likely long overdue and with accrued interest out the ass...
5. Been arrested? Could have once

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles? I believe in Statistical Anomalies, yes.
2. Yourself? In my accomplishments, however few, yes
3. Heaven? No
4. Santa Claus? Don't get me started.
4. Love? I've experienced it, of course I can. It's a psychologically testable chemical process in the brain, but important nonetheless.
5. Do you like someone? I'm having a difficult time assessing that subject.
6. Do you believe in God? Pretty close to saying no without flinching at all.
7. Answered the truth on all questions? I wouldn't be crazy if I didn't

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Promptly used the loo, and then passed out again.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: I am currently assessing my personal worth as a human being; socially, intellectually, and romantically.

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Bevis and Butthead Do America.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: Work

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: When I mean it

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: Flaming balls of gas aren't helping me any. But they are pretty.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Depends, are you creepy, angry, unnecessarily depressed, or stupid?

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: Sleep?! HAHAHAHhahahahaaa....yur funny.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: I'd rather not go into open discussion (but yes, ego aside, I do cry)

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: "Dammit, work at 6"

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: All up in the air right now, but rough estimate would be about a 7.0

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Nagging internal voices

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: My tail bone and knee. Interesting story actually. And my ego, due to my recent failure to achieve permanent Independence. (OH well, gotta do what ya gotta do, guys)

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: I like every month in early fall

Q: What did you do last night?
A: Worked on a research proposal